Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Hmm Who Knows?

I listen to her, as she pours her heart out about the latest gossip around campus; only taking a few short breathes in all the excitement. As I sit in my seat, I began wondering, hmm...when I'm not around is she pouring her heart out about me to someone else? Like maybe her other friends in the other dorm. Or maybe that girl who sits next to me in English. Does she know my secrets?

I leave my thoughts for only a second to see the motor on her mouth still going..."Oh and so and so are dating now, but he still has a girlfriend at home..." I race back to my thoughts in shock as I remember that I too told her my flaws and secrets of the day. This gets me thinking. Does my French partner know what I did last summer or does my friend from home know whether or not I went to that crazy party last week? Hell, maybe my PE coach knows I skipped class because I went out for breakfast instead.

I return back to reality only to see her mouth still moving on to the next victim, and I think, who knows...

Queen Bee: How To Seek Her Out

There is always a "Queen Bee" in every bunch. She is mean, sneaky, and the biggest liar with the most secrets.

She is the girl who, is quick to tell someone else's secrets but fails to share her own. She is associated with lies and best friends with drama.

She holds the sweetest secrets and pays her followers with praises for finding out new rumors.

She is good at what she does. She leaves her enemies in pieces and bites her lover's head off life a tough piece of jerky.

She is your worst nightmare and your best friend. She is the "Queen Bee."

Be Careful What You Say...Someone is Always Listening

Secrets are suppose to be hidden, in the dark, clear of wide ears and slanted eyes. They are supposed to be silenced after the the last period is spoken, printed or messaged. To no surprise, I listen to secrets spilling from the listeners mouths like a glass too full.

"Did you tell her about what happened with me and him"? Lies leave her mouth like a piece of gum chewed too long, as she manages out a calm, "No."

"Well maybe I should have kept my mouth shut, cause now she knows." The truth will set you free.

This blog illustrates through my eyes, the truths, lies and secrets of humankind. Be careful what you say...someone's always listening.